:.applestories.:

curtain.

2012-02-12T09:58:00.002+08:00

9gag.com

in this life and to be more influential
of course we need comments and critics.

the most favourable part is, does we really know how to address our comments and critics well?
meanwhile, some of us said that, it is better and nice to give a constructive comments or critics.

again, there is a catch about that!
what is actually constructive comment and critic?

constructive comment and critic is after you've given your comment and critic, you also provides solution or any suggestion that will solve or literally minimize the issue that both parties has been work with.

note: special note to faizul ikhwan. great minds work together. ways to shut bit*h mouth.

pagi yang teduh.

2012-02-12T06:13:00.000+08:00

falah and me
delicious.midvalley
sorry for my appearance.

it is now time to finish the assignments. good luck to myself and my friends. it is now time to take care of health. since for the past few days, i got flu and high fever. i'm thinking that by sweating more will help to endure the fever, yet even bad thing happened. luckily again my house-mate or particularly my room-mate helped me a lot. it is quite fun when nowadays cuz i'm enjoying my second year. :')

by the way, good luck to my friends syafiq sahdon and safiah hassan who will be furthering their studies abroad. take care!

i recently wrote about short-cut stories entitle The Cat and it is about relationships; some were fiction and the rest is real-life situation. whoever reads it, thanks a lot. thanks for the feedback. i'm thinking about writing other stories but not for the time being cuz i need to work on my assignment first.

apart from that, in the next post *don't know when* maybe i'll write about my Unit Beruniform thing which i rarely dislikes or hate but this time, i really not into it for the first time. why? i'll tell you later.

till the next meet.
xoxo.

note: u should try delicious. cuz it reflects the brands. :)

fw.

2012-02-09T03:40:00.001+08:00

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high fever. T.T

falling..in love?

2012-02-06T06:31:00.001+08:00

credit: Abrar Abd Wahid

take it away. wash it away. walk away. move away. tell me it wasn't real. tell me on my face. break my heart. break everything. tell me lies. so that i can stop. (-_-)

...
stay strong...
to me.

the cat 2.

2012-02-05T09:06:00.000+08:00

google

Previously

Y: okay. it's okay...by the way, how is your relationship with him?
X: ... (to be continued)

Today

X: hi, Y!!
Y: eh, hi!
X: we haven't talked for a while, is it?
Y: ...
X: i'm sorry if i've done something wrong..
Y: i've wanted to talk to you since the longest but i feel like i annoy you.
X: no, you're not!
Y: by chance, can i ask you something?
X: sure..
Y: was it easy?
X: Y, i really don't get u...
Y: forgetting us?? cute things that we done? the feelings? memories? thing that we believe, our love? and now seems like it was nothing...like we were nothing...like i am nothing...
X: ...
Y: and one more thing about your bf, when did you start loving him?
X: one year after our break up...
Y: ...
X: you? when did you start loving me?
Y: i've no idea...honestly, i just woke up one day and realized that i love you already. i guess happens when we least expect it...i've to go..i don't have enough time left..please be happy X. take care.. :)

X finally got married to her beloved, B...Y settled away somewhere in New Zealand.

B: get dressed now, please...
X: ???
B: i don't have time to answer any question for now. jst hurry up.
X: where is this place? and why...
B: Y already left us this morning...bone cancer. after 3 years of struggling now he can rest in peace...

"she always said that i'm too busy for her. and i'm always rushing in doing something. always get serious. different from the moment she knew me. she said, i've changed a lot. please take care of her for me. if only she knows, i don't have enough time left to take care of her..." - Y

B: i am so sorry...do you remember this thing?

B: once, you posted this at your fb acc...so i took the challenge..and you lost badly.
X: i swear to god, i hate you entire life!!!
B: i am just a player...
X: please leave me alone...*kneel to the ground, crying so hard*

zzzZZZzzz...

2012-02-05T01:13:00.002+08:00

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woman is not a trophy. you idiot.

notice that?

2012-01-30T20:39:00.002+08:00

perasan tak,
dlm satu perbincangan, pasti ada cadangan dan kritikan.

perasan tak,
dlm satu perbincangan, pasti ada persetujuan dan bangkangan.

perasan tak,
ada org selalu 'play safe'?
knon bg 'last thought'
nampak mcm penyelesai masalah.

tapi,
sometimes, it is not about knowledge or skills to speak or synthesis..
but it is about knowing the history!

last holiday.

2012-01-29T03:30:00.002+08:00

sajoha viking.
ANSARA 10's Open

the last holiday.

i really spent my holiday well. catching up with my family. because after this, there's no more holiday for me. it would be hard word, a non-stop hard work. i hope my sacrifices would benefit me in return. ganbatte kudasai!!

counter!

2012-01-27T22:28:00.000+08:00

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Dear Boys,

If a girl paused Korean movies, reality shows (Running man etc.) just to text you back. Marry her. (damein, 2012)

tone deaf.

2012-01-26T21:14:00.001+08:00

this is my friend. his name is muhammad. he is currently studying in korea. i think he has a great voice. don't you think so? or u can just say that i am a tone deaf.

the cat.

2012-01-26T14:56:00.000+08:00

google

phone call.

X: hi!

Y: hi2!

X: what are you doing?

Y: missing and thinking about you...

X: really?! so sweet of you..

Y: hehehe..

X: tell me how you do it..

Y: urmnn, i do not know how to describe how i miss you, just my heart beating so fast..and when i look at you, my heart feel so calm..

X: hihihihi...pick up lines! pick up lines! *smiling

Y: when you called me last time, is that the sign that you missed me? *smiling

X: no, it is just my unconscious condition on that day, i don't even realizes how i can press your number and then heard your co called husky voice.

Y: so, literally means that you my number at your phone speed dial is it?

X: no! aaaa~

Y: okay. it's okay...by the way, how is your relationship with him?

X: ... (to be continued)

note:

girl always feel insecure, and when they are up to it, all you have to do is to re-affirm them. and it may happens like million of times. they will ask you nonsense question, suddenly becoming a sweet lovey dovey, or might get disappointed easily, etc. some of them might search for you, tell you everything. sometimes you might caught into a feeling that you're the man. i've been there and done that. because a man, when you tell them a problem they will find solution. it's different from woman. they most probably just expressing their emotions and feelings. *take note that* and when this situation happens, it do not mean that they are fallen in love to you. *take note and highlighted it, paste it somewhere you can see everyday* get smart brother. when you're too nice to all people, they will say that you're an attention seeker or might get worst a player. get smart, focus on one. screwed multitasking...be smart, don't get caught.

sudden thought.

2012-01-26T14:40:00.002+08:00

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power of women in your life, man.

for a family guy such as myself, it would be nice if,

before married: my favourite dishes are everything prepared by my mother,

after marriage:

wifey: today i've prepared your favourite dishes after your mother taught me how to do it..hihihi

husband: thank you!

wifey: so, sedap tak? sama tak dgn mak abg masak?

husband: sedaapp...thank you! anyway sayang, actually you don't have to prepare my favourite dishes the way my mother did. because now, my favourite dishes will be everything you've prepared for me. you don't have to worry. okay?

wifey: hihihi~ okay!

assalamualaikum.

hi, people! how has life treating you? is it good or merely bad? sigh~ don't know where and how to start this entry. it is about a naked thought about marriage and getting married. as a human, i believe we need partner in life. it is a "fitrah" when we talked about man and woman relationship.

waa...how would i transfer it into words? have you ever dreamed off about marriage, and it is not about how but the life after wedding itself such as how would you live with people who decides to spend their entire life together with you. i thought about that, and it made me smiles alone...haha! *face burning*

fun to do.

2012-01-25T03:01:00.003+08:00

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sleeping like baby
:)

smiling when you are about to leave real world to the dream land.

hi!
yesterday i found out about this thing. well, it is quite fun to do. haha!!
smiling while going to sleep.
usually, before i drift off to sleep; on the bed, i'll do several stuff
such as "golek-golek" hahha!
try it. even today, life was not treating you well...

bye-bye!

yours sincerely,
damein.

note:
sometimes it's better to lose argument rather than you lose a complete relationship.

time machine.

2012-01-23T16:49:00.000+08:00

sometimes i wish that i can take someone to the future so that they do not commit fault. can you just please listen and trust us. at least once. :'( is that so hard?

the cat.

2012-01-23T13:50:00.003+08:00

some people really like to play around with their loved one cuz it is fun to do. i love it too when i can watch it.

phone call.

X: hi!

Y: hi2!

X: what are you doing?

Y: missing and thinking about you...

X: really?! so sweet of you..

Y: hehehe..

X: tell me how you do it..

Y: urmnn, i do not know how to describe how i miss you, just my heart beating so fast..and when i look at you, my heart feel so calm..

X: hihihihi...pick up lines! pick up lines! *smiling

Y: when you called me last time, is that the sign that you missed me? *smiling

X: no, it is...

*it has been really up to teasing each other right now...what would be the answer given by 'X' after this?? give me your best shot. you'll determine how this phone calls goes on..

maaf cakap.

2012-01-22T00:59:00.001+08:00

maaf cakap.

just a personal opinion.

hari-hari update status nasihat diri sendiri.

tapi bila marah, update status..pergh~

cuba kalau tengah emo tu, tak yah update status or jangan online.

|damie pun dulu pernah mcm tu, emo kt FB, but finally sikit-sikit okay dah *kot

|bkn apa, satu golongan ni, dia suka ckp pasal "nilai kita pada tindakan bukan pada kata-kata" or in english "action speaks louder than words"...seriously, maybe diorang kena revise balik ayt yg diorang suka sgt ni.

credit goes to: Tuan Syed

KedaiRugby.blogspot (e-shopper.)

2012-01-20T11:36:00.000+08:00

Hi, guys!

well, for those who has befriend with me knows that i am a rugby player since i was in secondary school. hence i have a lot of memories with rugby that i will never forget in my entire life. on the other hands, apart from competing in various tournaments and also travelling in many places while playing rugby, i don't really buy rugby stuff such as jersey, tees and so on. maybe it happens mostly because it is quite expensive and i was previously is a student so i couldn't afford it. in terms of getting souvenir, i am only considering the medals as one.

but, it is different! alhamdulillah, time passes, things got better nowadays!

new arrivals in town!!
credit to kedairugby blogspot

so, applestories review is up again. this time, i will be introducing an online shopping site that selling various brands of rugby jerseys and also other equipment! it is KedaiRugby.Blogspot!

Who started it?
KedaiRugby was developed by a young man, Mr Yusof A. Mohamad Nor and based in Tawau, Sabah.

What makes it valuable to shop here?
there are several things that makes it valuable.

The item sold is available for Cash On Delivery (COD) *with terms and condition applied
Various brands of jerseys, equipment from an individual item up to team equipment.
Valuable for money.
and the most finest thing: ORIGINAL

other stuff
credit to kedairugby blogspot.

i knew this site from my friend who is also a rugger. he bought a lot of stuff here and he recommended it to me. so, i bought one Stade Francais jersey.

things that i like about this site are:

Customer assistance - Mr. Yusof is always open for negotiation in terms of price, the availability of item, and he can assist you to get items that are not in his list of item sold. Available by phone and also email.
Easy payment system.

further explaination, just go to: KedaiRugby.blogspot or Kedairugby Facebook page. Happy shopping guys!

the cat.

2012-01-20T01:39:00.000+08:00

thinking about what the person you're going to marry doing right now, can be funny too. cause we don't know who. it is about a man who is in a relationship with his wife who lived in the future.

phone call.

X: hi!

Y: hi2!

X: what are you doing?

Y: missing and thinking about you...

X: really?! so sweet of you..

Y: hehehe..

X: tell me how you do it..

Y: urmnn, I ....

* what would be the best answer given by 'Y' in this phone calls? it is all up to you..give me your best! you will decide how this phone call will continue...did Y will answer well to X? or Y will screw the thing up?

add-ons.

2012-01-18T20:08:00.001+08:00

tumblrcity

tumblrcity.

PHOTOGRAPHER:
captured the moment.

tumblrcity.

EDITOR:
added more colours to the moment.

underneath the horizon.

2012-01-18T19:57:00.001+08:00

LOVE
is about two factors. partner compatibility and right moment.

the facts.

2012-01-18T17:32:00.000+08:00

| a millionaire before the age of thirty years old.

| sometimes i slept with the stocking on.

| excessive exposure to air-conditioner made my skin dry.

| often see things metaphorically.

We Got Married.

2012-01-16T17:36:00.001+08:00

"to be happy with a man you must understand him a lot and love him a little.

to be happy with a woman you must love her a lot and not try to

understand her at all." ~ Helen Rowland

"to be happy with a man you must understand him a lot and love him a little.

to be happy with a woman you must love her a lot

and not try to understand her at all

because women are not meant to be understood

but to be learnt." ~ damein

confession time!

2012-01-15T22:03:00.000+08:00

thanks. even it is not real but clearly sooth my heart.

감사합니다!

it is january 2012.

2012-01-13T11:49:00.001+08:00

good morning friends.

new semester alhamdulillah, started well. not so well but well enough for me. :)

having a nice kick start literally encouraged myself to survive even better in this year.

as a mtter of fact, i'm expecting more sincere smiles from myself.

as work got piles up, through thick and thin of student's life..

i'm sorry if myself portrays a dull facial expression sometimes.

the thing is, sometimes my mind was't there. thinking about other thing while doing some other thing.
like i'm reminding myself about things to do that day or the next day schedule.

apart from that, as i'm expecting myself to grow up mature so i need to do; work on something.

people knows that, maturity gained through experience, higher level of thinking and also rationale.

pray for me that i'm going to be more mature.

salam.

even true.

2012-01-13T02:47:00.003+08:00

| yes, i do.

senses.

2012-01-13T02:44:00.001+08:00

your wife is your lifetime BFF. you may argue; a lot but yet still loving without any full stop nor even a reason for not loving her. cause your life is all about her, every oxygen you take, every bullets you had. loving her 'beauty' and 'foul' without question.

(damein, 2012)

it happen!

2011-12-31T06:23:00.002+08:00

kita buat benda baik, dia buat benda kurang baik.
kita mungkin dpt pahala, dia mungkin dpt dosa.
tp kalau kita kutuk dia? bukan kah kita sama?
membenci tidak salah, malah adalah tindakan selemah-lemah iman; digalakkan dalam islam.
namun yang namanya membenci bukan dengan cacian dan kutukan.

berfikirlah sedalamnya dengan hati dan minda yang tenang.
jgn diikutkan nafsu amarah.
bukankah islam menekankan kekuatan akhlak dan akidah.

7-year-old Chinese boy imitates Michael Jackson - China's Got Talent

2011-12-30T04:35:00.000+08:00

The One That Got Away- Katy Perry (cover) Megan Nicole

2011-12-29T01:17:00.001+08:00

singular.

2011-12-26T06:17:00.002+08:00

via leilockheart.

thanks a lot 2011. we suffered a lot together. yet, we can't be together forever. one has to go. and it is me. but i shall remember you, always.

via definitelydope

2012. please, please, please be nice to me. i am tired. i mean really tired. really tired...

Awesome Wedding Proposal

2011-12-24T04:44:00.000+08:00

second chance.

2011-12-23T03:19:00.002+08:00

dear man,

when we are given second chance,

it means that she loves us too much to leave.

so, don't do anything to change that.

just return the favour.

treat her the way she supposedly to be treated.

salutation

2011-12-22T18:16:00.001+08:00

Tahniah kepada
Warga Pendidik SMSJ
serta pelajar f3
di atas kejayaan PMR.

suara hati kecil.

2011-12-22T05:32:00.003+08:00

kadang-kadang

aku rasa

lagi bagus aku dulu duduk saja belajar

jangan masuk apa-apa

lantak org nk ckp skema ke apa

kiasu ke apa

dptkan result best-best.

bila dpt result best-best

dpt fly, mse fly la

aku enjoy while studying.

jln-jln sana sini

kadang-kadang

aku terfikir balik

ayat ini,

"alah, belajar kt overseas ke local ke same je"

yeke? sama ke?

mmg la depends on what factors yang aku nk discuss kan.

but still...

TAPI

bila aku fikir dalam-dalam

past is past.

itulah..

benda dah lepas, dah berlalu.

apa nak dikesalkan lagi.

entah-entah aku tak boleh survive kt overseas tu.

fail then kena hantar balik lagi ada.

pernah jugak aku pujuk hati gembeng ni

"rezeki masing-masing, yang aku cemburu kenapa?"

"sebenarnya kau nak pergi sana, kau nak berjalan ke nak belajar?"

sekarang aku tahu,

tak pergi sana pun, aku rileks je.

cuma kalau ada org ajk mau jugak..hahaha

thanks kpd arwah abg and abg aku, cikgu-cikgu, kawan-kawan semua

bg intro life awal kat aku.

tak adalah aku culture shock sgt.

hehehe~

tak apa, insya allah. one fine day.

aku pergi jauh sikit.

pergi haji pun boleh.

hihihihi

ada juga aku rasa simpan duit je la

nanti agak-agak ckup

pergi je backpacking. Australia ke, New Zealand ke..

tp aku plan nk beli rumah.

wow!

hahahha..

okay re-phrase

nak buat rumah sendiri.

kalau tak, sia-sia aku buang masa senggang aku wat pelan rumah.

*okay, aku mmg noob sket la, tp software kan ada ape ade hal*

beli kereta lagi

hahahaha...

dah la target first car after kereta bujang nak pkai mpv.

haih~ nafsu besar.

kepada kawan-kawan kt lua sana

yang rasa cam dah malas belajar tu, and rasa nk kerja terus

fikir-fikir la semula

tahu tak kenape bende alah tuh kita panggil bekerja??

sebab nak dpt payment tuh, mmg kena kerja tahu.

kerja is penat and stressfull mostly even we got our dream job.

okay. fine.

sekarang apa aku mesti buat?

FOCUS.

CLEAR.

focus dalam cari ilmu. every way possible. semua hala kita gali. dan memang lah kdg rasa malas tu sibuk, tp pandai-pandai kau re-freshkan azam kau. knowledge is power aziz. ingat la kata-kata azimat kau mase skola dulu.

clear gn dream, vision and ambition kau.

*it has been a year and plus, so how do you feel? moving on? have faith aziz. please la.*

jgn malas-malas.

note: self-motivation. sorry.

initiating laughter and smile.

2011-12-20T05:04:00.000+08:00

scene: dalam bedroom damie, smbil tgk tv3, citer polis2 cine

ummi: abg ckp dy da jmpe dah. (nada normal)

me: ea? alhamdulilah, best ah! lei jd pacik cpt-cpt.. (excited)

ummi: org perlis. jauh. (nada pasrah *teke je*)

me: agkla~

ummi: nanti awk, dari kl ke jhor. jgn jauh-jauh.. (nada berharap, *mata berkacer sket* hahahah)

me: dari kl ke singapore la mi..hahaha insya allah kiter mne tawu jdoh kita..ummi ni terpengaruh dgn mak kwn kiter dak melake tuh laa...

ummi: betul la. kalau sabah sarawak kan jauh. nanti ada pape susah.

me: airasia kan ade. everybody can fly. tambang murah ummi.

ummi: sekarang yela. tgk cemane nanti. jgn nanti, "ummi nk pnjam duit sket nk g sana laa" ummi cubit-cubit mulot nyer..

me: hahahahaha~ ummi doa la tak..heheheh

ummi: ni, yang ini..mcm mana?? yg buat kek kukus kan?? ni muker dier cm dah tua sket je? (sambil tunjuk gmbr dlm wallet)

me: hahahaha!! itu dah tinggal mcm tu jela ummi.. (buat-buat tak dgr, smbil tgk tv)

ummi: mcm mana?

me: ( come on aziz, fikir! fikir! ) ummi, ayah balik tue. jom mkn berkat..(bgn smbil tarik tgn ummi kua bilik ke arah living hall)

ummi: cis, tuka topik budak ni..

me: lalala~

note: so sudden i have mixed feelings. happy for my brotha. pray hard!! everything goes fine. and when my ummi started to talk abt those thing...huish!!

is it?

2011-12-19T21:22:00.000+08:00

people are getting sweeter nowadays.

hihihihi~

hi, Big Ben..

quickie 1

2011-12-19T00:45:00.001+08:00

gmbr tiada kena mengena dgn entry.

assalamualaikum..

hello everybody. how's your day? in Malaysia, it is most likely raining cats and dogs especially in Johor. early in the morning, mid day, and evening...the air was so damp with moisture. so sudden sometimes affecting my brain to work efficiently. okay! enough of that. let us go into the serious part.

guys! guys! hey listen. okay, here it is...because of today's world is so competitive, less options left out..so why don't we buckle up with something. you know that, many magazines and articles written on paper or even on the net nowadays explain what attract women to certain men. and guys, actually it is not that hard to understand women's interest and views about their Mr. Right because it is known that their understanding of masculinity differ from another and we cannot concentrate to one or two things only.

as i felt that the quality man is getting extinct due to globalization *hahahah* these are several things that might make us a little bit different from the other male.

Speaking Other Languages

here's the deal. it might be hard as an adult to pick up new languages and if i have to rate the difficulty level from 1-10, i would give it 8. i think the ability to speak in other languages is a sign of hardworking, intelligent and dedication. i know, we might not learn in a fortnight but still we can try it. does it made your loved ones melt if the we would change the sentence to the ordinary. "I Love You" into "Je t'aime beaucoup"...

Playing An Instrument

well, acquiring this skill is quite impressive because not everyone can do it. and the other man might respect our ability to play for example guitar. i have been asking most of my friends and people...most of them would like to have boyfriend or future husband who is able to play an instrument, guitar or piano. it is believable to be seen as more romantic..

and to be continue...

International Children Art Festival.

2011-12-15T23:59:00.001+08:00

hi!

it was about last week i've been involving with International Children Art Festival 2011 (ICAF) or in bahasa, Festival Kesenian Kanak-kanak Antarabangsa 2011 (FKKA). i've been identified as one of the Liaison Officer for the fest and it is my responsibility to take care of India Contingent. honestly, i was really nervous because the other colleague were *how would i describe them..* okay, we are the youngest among them. i did some homework before, just in case suddenly they need us to undergo an interview.

regardless all those, meet up with new people, new characters, children..and plus about professionalism in working and negotiating with people. as for me, taking care of India Contingent is such a big challenge cause i don't really speak their language but lucky thing is, i've been a huge Hindustan movie fan before, so i'm understand their conversation even i cannot reply in the same language. so, i use english language as my medium of communication.

when we talk about meet up new people and their characters, alhamdulillah each of them treated us as as an adult so we felt very easy with it. we have shared a lot of fun, laugh and frustration along the way. thanks a lot. mostly to our bos mr rosnan rahman..who has been really awesome and kickin'!

note: i really adore black and white pictures right now..huhuhu~

was it?

2011-12-03T19:28:00.001+08:00

hehe~

y: hyeee!!
x: don't you dare to ask me..
y: okay..(does she knows what am i going to ask?)
x: bla bla bla
y: bla bla bla la

and the bla bla bla session goes on until,

x: ...
y: ...

awkward silence.

x: he said no.
y: ...
x: he said, "it is btter for us to stay as friends...bla bla bla"
y: ...
x: even idiot knows it means,"go away, i don't love you" (tears rolls down)
y: ...

x: kenape diam je??
y: kwn ckp, kiter dgr la..kalau dua-dua ckp, siape nk dgr...kannn??
x: yer..
y: jom, ice-cream!
x: blanje?
y: ha'a

as they walked there...

x: thanks blanje.
y: kan dulu kaw ade hutang aku, lupe ke? haa byr jap lagi, cashier kt dpn tu.
x: kedekot la kaw!! aku tengah sedih-sedih..
y: hahahahaha. hutang ttp hutang.

note: entah..xde motif.maaf sume..

photography art.

2011-11-30T07:12:00.001+08:00

words for today.

Salam. Hye!

Good day everyone. Have you ever feel that photography is an art? Well, I do! I feel that way because I have consider that photography is an art where we are using a device to create images, and also putting together the photographer's emotion or spirit into it. As we known for ages, a picture depicts thousand of words.

But, there is an obvious catch! Can the photographer really instil emotions or feelings inside their images? According to Frech Journalist Ernest Lacan, "photography is like a mistress whom one cherish and hides, about whom one speak with joy but does not want other to mention".

Some people would not consider photography as one of the branches in art because of several arguments. One of them is that photograph may be useful to art but should not equal the creativeness to painting and drawing. Regardless of all controversy played, photography has been playing an important role in the art at least for 150 years and still being adore by people mostly these days.

Myself personally, regards photography as modern art because the uses of mechanical devices; camera in creating images. From my point of view, to say that photographer using pictures to depict some emotions or feeling is subjective and something differ to individual. This is due to how would a person interpret picture is depend on their knowledge, expectancy and values in photography or the pictures.

Even though I don't really interested in taking pictures, but for some particular aspect I believe that a beautiful picture comes from beautiful lens.

notes:

considering to buy a DSLR camera and taking pictures around Malaysia.
considering to buy a watch too.
considering to get ~~married~~ a beautiful life ahead.

picture and vid.

2011-11-27T02:48:00.001+08:00

comel kan. hahaha!
current wallpaper.
hihihihi~

crite-crite cuti.

2011-11-25T13:56:00.001+08:00

salam. hye! hype!

tarbiah ibu ayah.

semalam dan hari-hari sebelumnya, setiap hari damie ber'debate'-'debate' dgn mak dan ayah. isunya? macam-macam. tp yang paling hot sekali tentulah masa depan anak-anak lelaki mereka ni. memandangkan perangai damie yang sudah tidak bergemerlapan lagi kebelakangan setahun ini, ayah punyalah 'membasuh' segala perangai-perangai yang dia tak suka, last-last dengan rugby pun termasuk sekali guna ayat-ayat cinta pulak tuh. hadehh~

sedih jugak. mana taknya, bila ~~ayang~~ ayah sendiri cakap anak sendiri dah berubah banyak sangat; towards negative things pulak tu. satu-satu kena sebut, nmpak remeh tapi mmg terdiam jela *plus angguk kepala byk-byk* habis mmg clear kurang elok kan.

last but not least, ayah pesan sempena nak tahun baru ni, tanamkanlah azam, tekadkan usaha, teguhkan iman. paling pedas sekali *headshot punyer* ayah cakap, "perasaan yang tidak-tidak tu, jgn diteruskan lah". mmg damie senyum kelat je la.

so, my resolution is, yes ayah, i am determined to change my attitude and menjaga solat. maafkan saya, mak and ayah. maafkan saya, taxpayer.

toilet dan bathroom impian.

toilet.

okay, tak tahu lah topic ni best atau tak nak cerita. cube korang ingat-ingat balik, berapa lama korang spend masa dalam toilet each session? *boleh pulak ekot session?*

sebenarnya tak elok lama-lama dlm toilet ni. tapi ye lah, sometimes it happens that, it is the only time we have for ourself. for example, damie sendiri. damie kalau shower tu, masa tu la damie cam reflect apa damie buat semalam, apa perkara nak buat hari tu. well, it may sounds dirty cause, i'm planning my day from a toilet. it is like, what happen to the other beautiful places we have in this world? okay, korang mcm mana? ke damie sorang je mcm nie.

sorry guys. tapi entahla. saat air shower tu kena kt muka lama-lama mcm best. mcm addicted pulak. rasa sgtla best. rasa peace je. *maka jeleslah member yang further kt overseas, air byk kapur..hahaha*

okay berbalik kepada isu toilet, if in the future damie ada rumah sendiri, toilet kt rumah tu tak boleh besar sangat dan selesa sangat. contohnya mcm gambar kt atas tu. sebabnya bila dah terlalu selesa, maka lama lah nanti duduk dalam toilet tu. toilet tu kan tempat jin. ish3!

"habis kt rumah damie bahagian apa yang luas?" peminat bertnya. cewah! ewah-ewah. wow! *dush! dush! dush!* rumah damie nanti insya allah la, yang luas adalah ruang dining seperti dapur kering dan basah serta dining space, next is living hall. *typical malay house hahahha! ha! ha! pedulik apa*

sebabnya nak tahu?? sebab senang la kalau ada kenduri ke ape. nak masak-masak. dan jugak memandangkan mungkin isi rumah yang ramai mcm ni *cuba korang letak tapak tgn kanan korang atas tgn kiri...dah? okay, nice!* so, kenalah luas sikit. mungkin bakal isteri suka experiment masakan ker baking ker. so senangla dia. nampak? *pick up lines yer di situ*

okay dah.

bersyukur.

syukur dengan everything. syukur jadi warga negara Malaysia. tax pun good-good je. kan miss rikifathini. :')

hei! hei! senyumlah, senyum tuh make up paling mujarab tahu after wudu'...

okay dah.

note: apela entry tulis mcm budak-budak....

awak.

2011-11-24T21:02:00.001+08:00

awak ni.
sudah-sudahla tu.
bangga ke dengan apa yang ada sekarang? bangga?

dah la. dah...

broken.

2011-11-23T07:21:00.001+08:00

one of ugly truth.

salam.

hey! hi! hello!

it's the time to reminiscing the past. it is about my previous *few months ago* which was featuring statement from me that i will not write about something serious and this blog will be featuring easy-reading materials. so, as you can see, it doesn't happened that way. okay, i am sorry. it is my promises and i've broke it.

and coming into that *broken promises*, there are several things that we shouldn't break in our life:

relationships
promises
heart

note:

1) i believe if all girls started wearing no make up, guys would not have other option than to fall into natural beauty...ahaha

2) beautiful fb default picture, reading the status, "ittew lapa gilew. eyut caket, xtawu napew..." *total fail*
3) thinking to buy a watch for myself. considering reason.

L01

2011-11-19T03:20:00.001+08:00

i'm just trying very hard to keep a distance because my heart realised that we can't be together.

i'm sorry.

sorry for everything.

i love you.

moja podróż

2011-11-17T20:28:00.001+08:00

my examination is over. there goes my first year too.
but i'm totally and heavily disappointed with myself and my first year.

i don't want to stop here. i am sorry. very sorry. my apologize.
there goes everything.

*crossing finger*

let's eat. let's get fat. let's get over 61 kg.
let's buckle up. let's focus again damie...
:'(

too much.

2011-11-13T05:18:00.001+08:00

don't trust too much.

don't love too much.

don't hope too much.

because that too much can hurt

so much.

hype. hello2

i'm still in the examination week till 19th. it is busy day and busy moment as always it did. but i manage to crawl something here. most probably wasn't so true and wasn't so aspiring. nevertheless, if you wanna read it, just do so and if you don't, i don't mind...

well, have you seen girls or one particular girl staring into space or sky? if you were to ask what's wrong, she would say nothing when actually in reality it's everything. she's sitting there wondering what did wrong, what she could have done differently, how she would have changed it if she had the chance. and if she had the chance to go back and do it again, would it end with the same result? that's why she stares the sky...friends, it doesn't happen to girls only..it also happens to the boys too.. :')

anyway, while we are busy looking for the person, we probably missed the imperfect persons who could make us perfectly happy; our parents and family.

note: btw, can you explain your feeling when you meet someone who is important and love in your life?? i can't..i just can't..but what can i say is, i love that feeling!

fidelity.

2011-11-13T05:13:00.001+08:00

when we like someone
we'll do whatever it takes to be with them.
but when we love someone
we will do anything, whatever that makes them happy
even it's including removing ourself from appearing.

note: i have accidentally sprained my thumb...again. haih~

power and essence.

2011-11-09T02:20:00.001+08:00

011111

it is a beautiful day. the sun appear partially behind the enormous cloud. beautiful day with beautiful date. it is today at 0100 pm, I scribbled this note. the 1st October of 2011. ideal!

it is today, i set up for some ambition. a short timed goal. the things that will happen next week and also the week after. the spirit and the passion energize my bones. i hope it to be continuously energize myself.

but if it is last longer, it would be great. watch me lingering smiles all over the week.

apart from that, thanks ya allah for giving the best inner thought where truth sometimes would't be so pleasant.

the root of education is bitter

but

the fruit is sweet.

note: biler study da x msuk sgt.. kepale da senoneng.

publish.

2011-11-07T02:12:00.003+08:00

everything seems fine and good. now, allow me to walk away. au revoir.

sometimes there are things in our life that
aren't meant to stay. sometimes change
may not be what we want. sometimes
change is what we really need. and
sometimes saying goodbye is the hardest
thing you think you'll ever have to do, but
sometimes it's saying 'hello again' that
break you down and makes you the most
vulnerable person you'll ever know.
sometimes change is too much to bear, but
most of the time change is the only thing
saving your life.

and perhaps when
everyone says that love hurts, that is not true.
loneliness hurts, rejection hurts, losing someone hurts and envy hurts.
everyone get these thing confused with love, but in reality
love is the only thing in this world that covers up all the pain and hurt
and makes someone feel wonderful again.

pillow talk.

2011-11-05T23:39:00.003+08:00

salam and hye!

have you ever done pillow talk?? okay, regardless wherever you've done it or not or how frequent you've do it now we have something to enhance or to add more colours to your atmosphere. ahha!

yellow

rests one very strange idea: a writable pillow we can draw on (erasable, too!). drop a note to a family member or sleeping lover, or sketch a scene to spook them when they wake..hihihihi

according to its designer, Â Margui Mora, we won’t have to worry about waking up with ink on our face neither our families or lover, since it requires cold water to wash away words before we start writing new – still, it might be worth testing that theory on someone else first..hahahahaha

note: i wish we have this here. a creative work that can represent well as creative present to our parents, friends, lover, newly married couple...huhuhu~

aidil adha 2011.

2011-11-05T23:26:00.003+08:00

just a lyrical saying.

2011-11-05T16:03:00.004+08:00

when our relationship is like parallel lines, we should know that the lines never met each other but they stay side by side forever.

ex's

2011-11-04T04:01:00.002+08:00

female: perempuan ni boleh memaafkan tp sukar melupakan

male: boleh melupakan tp sukar memaafkan

salam and hype!

i took a couple of minutes to write about this matter. i was doing my revision and also some homework, yet things become so damn awful, i can't concentrate any more. so i took a break to write up some words here.

the statement above..i know it is like outdated but have all of you think about it critically? okay2, i know most of you have many other thing which is more important to think of but come on, have it crossed into your mind?

like my self, i am a person who is kinda ignorance before. i have never take thing so serious cuz i believe what ever happened in our life it would be temporary if we ought ourself to change it seriously. but when i was introduced to the "spotlight", then i started to think about other thing such as people's views and opinion. and to be honest sometimes it really lead my life cycle and sometimes pissed me off in a way.

and after i grown up higher and higher, i found out that, people isn't everything. *yeah! from that, i'm starting to confront almost anyone. *erks! but it also cause my self to develop these thing inside: Grudge and Hatred.

there is one moment i said in cynical intonation with a simple smile, "you know what, from now on, i mean this moment i breathe; inhale and exhale, this second, i hate you so much...every inch of your details, every drops of your blood and even lightning struck me dead, make my body into pieces that you won't know it is pieces of human flesh, still i hate you..." (*all those words in bahasa and i breathe heavily actually)

it does made that person stop uttering words...i don't know how to get angry but if i do get angry...haih~ it was a crucial moment after that. my father thought me, if i get angry, ayah told me to get away from the place or look away, do not utter any words, just being silent and hold onto something or just 'genggam tgn kuat2' plus istigfar with told my heart to, 'sabar..sabar..sabar'...that's why when early this year, my friend hugged me tight, whisper to my ear, "sabar..sabar..sabar.." tears streamed down...it was so painful..excruciating...

when i found out, a statement, 'sabarlah dalam bersabar...' it is true..faithfully true..

there are several of my closed friends said that, i have a very distinctive level of being angry...hahaha~ at first i didn't admit it but after several incident..yeah, it is true..and in ipba, one of my classmate said that, 'jgn...jgn buat dier nie marah, krg dier blas, diam kaw..dier tak akan mtk maaf tawu...' i was stunted! *eh, yeke?

years coming ahead, i have been in touch with my parents a lot, talk about this matter sometimes and they said, "fikir tak sekarang sblum nk marah tuh? kalau fikir, alhamdulillah da reti la tuh nk cntrol..." so, does damie do that??? BIG question... smiles :) it hides almost everything...everything~

note: side stories

i would like to share: me..now or never.blogspot.com the writer is one of my bestie. this link will lead to his entry about the need to get yourself changed...i love the second and third point...it has benefit me, i hope perhaps it will benefit the others pulak..
few days, i have been sharing and exchanging opinion and views about marriage with one of my best brotha here in ipba. he gave me the wake up call. it is, marriage: what are you looking for? and why??
there is my friend, azham he said the way i wrote here makes the reader really close to me..yakah? if it is true..alhamdulillah..if it is not, i am sorry and it is my bad..
ttg statement kt atas tuh, ada perempuan after something happened, "dahla, aku da maafkan kaw.." which between the line is, "..tp aku xkan lupe ape kaw wat smpai bila2"...lelaki plak, "err, ade eyh kaw wat cmtuh?? tak ingat lah..ade ke?? asl aku rasa cm tak de je?? dahla, aku da lupekan pown" which actually, " kaw ingat senang2 aku nk maafkan kaw??"
anyway, selamat menyambut hari raya qurban kepada reader's and follower applestories from damie. tdk dilupakan selamat menempuhi peperiksaan akhir. semoga dapat kita berjumpa sekali lagi tahun hadapan.

linkages.

2011-10-31T03:07:00.001+08:00

inilah.
inilah dier.
bila dah stress, hormone pun imbalance
mulalah naik..satu, satu..hadui~

note: i think about you a lot, these few weeks. sometimes, i feel like calling and talk to you. but seriously i don't have anything to say. i'm sorry. i'm sorry, i just missed you...

vision 2020.

2011-10-27T04:44:00.000+08:00

hype!

do you guys still remember, vision 2020 or wawasan 2020 that was introduced by our fourth prime minister, Tun Dr Mahathir Mohamad?

there are nine strategic challenges that Malaysia must overcome to achieve Vision 2020.

Challenge 1: Establishing a united Malaysian nation made up of one Bangsa Malaysia (Malaysian Race).
Challenge 2: Creating a psychologically liberated, secure and developed Malaysian society.
Challenge 3: Fostering and developing a mature democratic society.
Challenge 4: Establishing a fully moral and ethical society.
Challenge 5: Establishing a matured liberal and tolerant society.
Challenge 6: Establishing a scientific and progressive society.
Challenge 7: Establishing a fully caring society.
Challenge 8: Ensuring an economically just society, in which there is a fair and equitable distribution of the wealth of the nation.
Challenge 9: Establishing a prosperous society with an economy that is fully competitive, dynamic, robust and resilient.

the year 2011 is going to meet the end and literally it means that we have only about 8 years more before we meet 2020. so, have you seen the challenges up there being overtake by malaysian? BIG question marks followed upon it.

the following is a complete text of the Working Paper - The Way Forward presented by His Excellency YAB Dato' Seri Dr Mahathir Mohamad at the Malaysian Business Council

The purpose of this paper is to present before you some thoughts on the future course of our nation and how we should go about to attain our objective of developing Malaysia into an industrialised country. Also outlined are some measures that should be in place in the shorter term so that the foundations can be laid for the long journey towards that ultimate objective.

Hopefully the Malaysian who is born today and in the years to come will be the last generation of our citizens who will be living in a country that is called 'developing'. The ultimate objective that we should aim for is a Malaysia that is a fully developed country by the year 2020.

What, you might rightly ask, is 'a fully developed country'? Do we want to be like any particular country of the present 19 countries that are generally regarded as 'developed countries'? Do we want to be like the United Kingdom, like Canada, like Holland, like Sweden, like Finland, like Japan? To be sure, each of the 19, out of a world community of more than 160 states, has its strengths. But each also has its fair share of weaknesses. Without being a duplicate of any of them we can still be developed. We should be a developed country in our own mould.

Malaysia should not be developed only in the economic sense. It must be a nation that is fully developed along all the dimensions: economically, politically, socially, spiritually, psychologically and culturally. We must be fully developed in terms of national unity and social cohesion, in terms of our economy, in terms of social justice, political stability, system of government, quality of life, social and spiritual values, national pride and confidence.

my notion is, if i can have a moment with Tun Dr, i would like to ask him two questions.

"Dr, when you have the vision of 2020, do you really believe that Malaysian will be able to overcome those challenges and fulfil the 2020 visions?"
"Dr, can you please share with me, how would you feel in the year of 2020 if we fails to fulfil the vision?"

School Based Experience 2.

2011-10-25T12:25:00.000+08:00

revisited post..

hehehe~

ma mémoire

2011-10-24T00:50:00.001+08:00

life is hard.

we don't live for a long time. look how quick 1 year goes. soon, you too will grow grey hair.

you might be young now... with mobile phone,computer, hard working job and good looks.

but one day my friend, life will be "just to survive".

please remember to "live your life" before its too late.

because at the end, all we have is "memories".

(appledamein, 2011)

My Memory At that moment I remembered it all

When I see those memories they seem so small..

You're far away in a place that I can't reach

I can't wait for these words of love to be said

I really was to blame

Will I ever get to meet you again?

I can't even imagine that

I still love you and now I'll confess that to you

I wanna love you forever

It's not too late

Be with me forever

For a long time you've been in my heart

Much time passes and still you're far away, but I will stay alive

I really was to blame

Will I ever get to meet you again?

I can't even imagine that

I still love you and now I'll confess that to you

I wanna love you forever

It's not too late

Be with me forever

(My Memory - Ryu)

statements of life.

2011-10-21T23:14:00.001+08:00

you can never teach a guy to love you the way you wanted to be loved.

you have to wait for him to do it with his own way at his own time.

that's the saddest part of being a girl.

But

you can never teach a girl to love a guy back the way she did before

if she already grow tired and fed up understanding and waiting to be appreciated

and to be loved the way she deserved.

that's the saddest past of being a guy.

i found those on the net. i don't know what to say. what say you people?

kindly leave some track here.

suatu hari nanti...

2011-10-12T17:13:00.002+08:00

kepada rakan-rakan saya yang lelaki, kalau anda seorang yang rapat dengan ayah anda suatu ketika dahulu, ketika anda masih kecil.

ingat lagi tak masa ayah kita layan perangai kita, mungkin sampai suap makanan di mulut kita, mandikan kita?

dan suatu hari nanti ayah kita berharap kita sendiri mandikan jenazahnya....

hey, sugar! :)

2011-10-12T10:41:00.000+08:00

hye everyone!

today, i would like to share something about myself before i tend to forget all these details. huhuhu~ do you ever experienced that sometimes you are so creative in doing things like origami, video, or picture editing, maybe sharing your thoughts?

well i am that sort of people who doesn't always can be so damn creative and passionate. i love to create cards like birthday cards, or etc. video editing that is so motivating or funny or even romantic. *last part is more towards self-proclamation hahahaha!! sharing thought?? i wasn't so good.

i'm always wanted to have a device which can turn out our idea inside my mind into reality mostly in video editing. because, sometimes it is hard to create a video which truly suit our expectations. apart from that, it is always hard for me to create a video which is romantic because it needs a lot of emotion inside them, each frames and words inside. and for a romantic video, i believe that it is much more lovely if it is not as clear as crystals. means that, we put in classic effects like, Gaussian blur, a little bit thematic colours and an excellent use of colours, good music also included.

please create that device and software in order for me to share and add more colours in people's life.

beneath the eyesight.

2011-10-10T15:51:00.000+08:00

SK Banggol Guchil, Kuala Krai

assalamualaikum and good day everyone.

just now, i had attended an assembly with the deputy rector of IPG Dr. Lee Boon Hua. talking abt teacher trainee, things that we confront here, the hopes and expectations of teacher trainee from IPGM. i was amazed by the way Dr. Lee approaches his student when he was in the teaching team. he is very lovely man, a person that happens to be a man who is able to grab your children's heart tightly.

as being told by him earlier in his speech, he started his career in the teaching profession in Kelantan which he mentioned that, he do not understand a word came from his students nor their parents. he felt very terrible and mostly likely to be burnt out, yet something happened. he picks up kelantanese dialect and culture because that will makes him close to their students and their families. i have been to Kelantan and i know what is he talking about. i have met several teachers there who are also posted to Kelantan in their early years in the profession. one of them mentioned that, "I cried a lot for the first five years, it was so devastating..but because of this is my responsibility and duty, i have stop crying and tell myself that it is only myself who can change them..."

back to Dr. Lee stories, it happens when he met anonymous (*i forgot name and details) said that he should resign from the profession because the future generation will suffer from things that he takes for granted. it was clearly an adrenalin trigger for him because all this while he does not resolve his problems well. and he figured out that everything can be solved, there's always have alternative solution. the point is, sometimes it is hard to trigger ourself until other people talk about it, arguing about things that we done, things that we might think we have done it well. a teacher is the people who is always think and ponder about their actions and consequences. a teacher is a person who always noble and solved many problems. and today and always be, a teacher is a person who is not always provide you with answers and solutions but also to teach you how to find the solution to get the answers, they also alive to train you to be able to see things from different angles and perspectives.

the things that i managed to gain from Dr. Lee is teaching is an all rounder career. we have to know everything. it is an inevitable things that a teacher should have. it is how you approach the children, it how you respect them, how you love them, and finally it is how you manage to trigger their own belief in what do knowledge will promise them.

note: Dr. Lee is a man who is always successfully makes his students realised that they have done something which is not good for themselves and other people. his words made his student felt embarrassed with themselves. or in other word he is a very humanistic man with certain measure.

regardless all that, i knew that deep down inside my friends' heart, they have the feeling where they feel afraid that they will make their children's future worst and they are trying to meet up all excellent criteria of great teacher. but remember my friends, there's always exist rooms for mistakes and there's also rooms for us to fix it. so, please never stop trying and learning. have faith! to the lecturers, as we are climbing the mountain of excellence, we also hope that sometimes you will stop, and ponder and ask us what are we thinking or feel...again, chin up my friends, as the millennium teacher is a teacher that not only able to speak out their minds but also practice what they said.

take care and thank you.

weekend colours.

2011-10-10T15:46:00.002+08:00

hye!

SAJOHA Viking

rugby.

alhamdulillah, everything goes well. my team SAJOHA Vikings won Liga Alumni Malaysia after a massive clash between SM Sains Selangor Old Boys in Padang Utara, PJ last Saturday. through thick and thin we managed to cntrol the game even though SAJOHA always found it difficult to win in bad weather (ala-ala badi laa). even several of key players were off to Piala Agong, alhamdulillah we fought well. to my mate, pisang i hope u would recover soon, so that your injury will not stop you from taking the exam that will grant your place in Japan. apart from that, i found that i'm no longer run fast, i have the power but not accelerating.

study.

towards the end of the semester, this week is the final week of lecture. and me, myself already busy collecting and organise the notes to prepare myself towards examination. as a weak student, it is my concern to buckle up and put in gazzilion of effort. all da best to PISMP TESL Year One!!

life.

it is a plain normal.

note: alhamdulillah, my room mate is no longer in sombre mood..hahha tuhla, ingat keras sgt, keras-keras air batu je..wawawawawa~ pasni jgnla gadoh lame2 lagi..kan da rindu..rindu xmenyenangkan sgt kan bila kita x boleh tnjuk or ckp yg kita rindu kan..i told you..but you never listen, tawula my love life wasn't bright enuff..but yea..padan muka..hahahahah!!

a man needs?

2011-10-06T17:22:00.000+08:00

a partner who is understanding and being honest.

girl: i like you...
boy: (laughing) really? well, define "like" (serious)
girl: i hate you! (walking away)
boy: (smiling) i hope that she knows that actually i love her very much...

it happens that,
i kept myself busy during the day
and sometimes time passes by...

but at night,
i really miss you.

but we all too scared to say the things worth saying...

poem for BMK.

2011-10-06T01:24:00.000+08:00

Lebaran 2011

Nafasku.

Subuh.

Sang bayu mula melintasi wajahku

menghidupkan kembali kesemua pancainderaku.

Aku mula menghayun langkah pergi,

Keluar tatkala embun masih membasahi bumi.

Saat gunung-ganang konkrit masih lagi dilimpahi sinaran lampu neon,

ku gagahkan jua langkahku,

ku titipkan jua senyumku.

Kerna aku mengerti, aku sedari,

bahawa ini janjiku, ini kewajipanku.

Senja.

Kini aku meniti usia-usia senjaku.

Sering aku tertanya-tanya, malah terngiang-ngiang dikala tidurku,

Adakah sudah tertunai janjiku dahulu?

Biar masa berganti juga menjadi saksi,

Akan kelibat mentari membakar, kelibat langit menangis.

Janjiku dahulu...

Hanya lirik senyum, lambaian jawapanku.

Nukilan:

Abdul Aziz Bin Mohd Taha

PISMP Tesl Group A

Sprained thumb treatment.

2011-10-06T00:40:00.000+08:00

example of thumb sprain

Hi!

well, last two days i had my left-hand thumb sprained during rugby training in my college. towards some extend, it is really distract my focus in and outside the field. and of course, i can't deliver the ball fast enough as usual. so, what should we do if we sprained our thumb *not including feet thumb..hehehe

but before that, basically it happens when the thumb is bent out of it's normal range of movement (usually backwards), damage occurs to the ligaments supporting the joint at the bottom of the thumb (metacarpo-phalangeal joint). for a contact sport like rugby, it happens a lot.

what are the symptoms of sprained thumb?

Pain when the thumb is bent backwards.
Pain in the web of the thumb when it is moved.
Swelling over the joint at the bottom of the thumb.
Laxity and instability in the joint.

if there is a lot of laxity and instability in the joint a total rupture may be suspected in which case the injury requires surgery.

how can we prevent/avoid thumb sprain happens again?

Rest. A good taping technique can help the joint rest by providing support and preventing further damage.
Apply Ice - this will help reduce pain and swelling. Never apply ice directly to the skin as it may burn the skin. A wet tea towel or similar should prevent this.
Compress with a compression support bandage.

and for how long should us get our thumb rest?

Most athletes are able to return to sport within 4 to 6 weeks depending on severity of injury - sometimes sooner.
It is important that strengthening exercises are done to restore stability and prevent re-injury.
If the injury is not treated properly then there is a greater risk of re-injury and permanent instability which will eventually require surgery.

note:

i'm suggesting that, if you are going to experienced vigorous activity again, then you should apply taping to your thumb. you can search the taping method on the net.
it happens that i have my AC Joint separated last year. so if you want to know more this site will tell you more Sportinjuryclinic.com and my AC separation is in grade 3.
even though my buddies, maria and jeeha always said that, " kaw nie agaknye tunggu berbungkus baru berhenti men rugby agaknye.." but i know they care abt me..hahha it was a bit harsh, but i didn't really get it, mostly words like 'berbungkus' does it mean 'mati' or what..hehehe

a bit of ramadan story.

2011-09-30T08:42:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum wbt.

i know ramadan already gone this year but i have something to tell. only this morning i decided to tell this. okay, there was a day where i went to Shah Alam to break fasting together with ms L. when we got ourself there (*near to plaza masalam), it happens that all hous were full, so we decided to pray at masjid sultan salhuddin abd aziz shah first before we really break our fasting (lucky thing we did have candy what ms L said as nips).

during magrib prayer, i felt a little bit awkward because at the same time, there was a lot of tahfiz student there. pluz! during my prayer, they leave empty space on my right even though im in the middle of the saf until the prayer ends. after doa and zikr, i have asked the boy who is praying next after me, why he didn't pray beside me..and he said, "kita rapatkan saf abg, kalau dah rapat kenapa nk sembhyang sebelah2" well, still i don't get it. then i asked again..the answer was, "saya dah rapatkan saf, kan sebelah abg ade org tuh..."

and i was like...errr~ who is that person? why can i see the person? the outmost terrifying part is, the empty space leaved from the beginning until the end. so, it's like the whole people in the mosque 'saw' the person when i didn't...

got yours?

sembah rak kasut.

2011-09-29T18:44:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum wbt.

today, i'm not in the good mood. even though i did present my discussion well in the tutorials but still my positive mood gone.

read the title? yeah, it was happened abt last month (think so), when i was just wanted to take my bath in the morning. that day, i felt extremely exhausted. picked up my towel, and just the moment i would like to reach my toiletries suddenly, i saw nothing except black view and heard noises and something was fallen to my head. i couldn't cntrol myself. i heard my room mates called my name repeated times but i don't have the energy to answer back. i can feel almost everything except my eyesight and myself-cntrol.

i was fainted..heavy fever. lucky to have best buddy in the hous. helped me with everything. luv ya! lucky thing my head doesn't hit something when i was collapsed.

today, my awek already out from surgery hall but still admitted in intensive care unit. humrn, be strong my dear..you have gone through it once..you can do it again. please..you are the only i have now.

w'slm.

sekitar 3 minggu.

2011-09-26T18:47:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum wbt and good day everyone.

akhirnya hari ni berakhir sudah segala ribut-ribut selama 3 minggu. frankly speak, my hous aka my room doesn't look tidy enuff. mmg berselerak habis. which these past 3 weeks mmg i'm breathing hard. hard enuff until u can hear it during i'm literally dead. hehehe~ *at least xde la mengigau ckp, "tahniah!! tahniah!! tahniah!! or dah la..dah la.." hahahahahaha!! :D:D:D:D:D

the first week.

i'm totally busy finishing my assignments and tasks back there. seriously byk because literasi bahasa yg kena wat alat bntu mengajar nie. and group lelaki kan, mestilah nk buat biar simple tp catchy! haaa, gitu dier! and side works such as preparation towards Bulan Bahasa which kiteorg kena prepare utk pameran literasi bahasa. derhh~ and plus scene-scene pidato pulak..kureng~ dahla apple pown pidato kantoi..but pray for my success this coming Wednesday. lucky thing, my rumate, eizhar hebat giler babeng so lei la tnjuk sket..tnjuk ape?? teettttt!! and masa permainan bahasa pown boys team raised up to make a total domination even kiteorng kena dengki supaya kalah. hahaha~ last round kena buat ayat daripada suku kata. najmie and myself together team up la dpt suku kata KV which is ba so word kiteorg amek la Baru..then kena bina ayat. buat byk giler ayat, then team len tak puas hati plak cakap repetition..walhal mana ada.

najmie: ayah membeli baju baru.

apple: ibu melihat ayah membeli baju baru.

najmie: ayah berkata, "eh, baju baru!"

apple: ibu turut terkejut, "ha'ah la syg, baju baru nie!!"

*the diorng argue, ckp xbest la ape..walhal sume da gelak cam ape kannnn~

najmie: err, kaw mula baru ziz.

apple: eh, aku pulak kena mula baru. ok, ayah berkahwin baru mlm tadi.

najmie: ayah baruuuu kawen.

*pown diorng ckp unfair..fair seyh! ayt tuh..

sbb kiteorg tgk diorng da panas kan kiteorg nk menang, skali najmie wat ayt baek kt juri *wahida mamat

najmie: baru saya tahu awk perempuan...

*habis semua gelak dlm gym..dengan encik tahir skali..wahida mmg panas habis laaaa..hehehe..gurau wahida, bina ayt je..huhuhu~

the second week.

my preparation towards IPIK 10's is getting hot. workout non-stop which i need to increase the frequency; obviously. having a ~~lousy~~ not so tough shoulder, is sometime quite terrifying, but insya allah with enuff preparation nothing bad happen i hope. still, in this week i'm made myself move step forward in order to tackle the due date of the second assignmnt. for some unexplained reason, i missed my parents so much which made me felt tiny bits of homesick. so i called home, berbual smpi telinga panas smpai ayh perli-perli umi..hahaha~ met my big bro, he's now busy with work which i'm glad to hear that. kerja rajin-rajin ea..pastuh kawen then barula boleh jdi uncle..*yea, im envy my friends who has nephews..even apple x reti sgt nk jaga budak kecik yg petah tuh, but entah diorng cute je. law ade nephew mesti blanje die chokelat bia x jd cm uncle dier..hahahaha! tp gigi jaga, jgn jd mcm uncle halim, gigi ya allah...hahahahha! jd cm uncle aziz, gigi elok, snyuman menawan *sounds so wrong hahahaha

my friends, sepet, acab and abrar already further in ireland and liverpool recently which i failed to sent them in KLIA. but remember guys, you will always include in my prayers five times a day. good luck and take care of yourself.

defending my territory. best wing man..hahah~ orange

the third week.

it was my last week of preparation. buckle up! and this coming friday, my class have a final hockey match with Tesl 1.2. wth the previous record, we managed to hold them from making field score, finally they turned us down with a penalty stoke 1-0. and this time we all stay through thick and thin to win the game. but unfotunately we lost 3-nil. overall, i felt very happy because everyone is willing to play without any hesitation. yeah! never mind maybe, we could have another match in the future. alhamdulillah, my college won Plate category in IPIK 10's. we beat IPIK on their ground. i know that, if we met IPIK A, it would turned out to be heavy and tough game. but, yeah we won. and i did score one try during finals..hihihi~ thanks to Typhoon member for giving commitment. captain, aisamuddin for spending time even you have bigger commitment..supporters and friends..thanks for everything.

Typhoon El Nina. guess, which one is apple?

p/s: my awek x sehat plak...allah~

motions.

2011-09-20T15:58:00.000+08:00

there's a lot of thing out there worth your tears.
grief~

motions aye?
sigh~

please, go away~

haze in Kuala Lumpur.

2011-09-13T18:08:00.000+08:00

Jerebu dijangka bertambah buruk
Oleh Muhd Amirul Faiz Ahmad

2011/09/11

KUALA LUMPUR: Jerebu di Semenanjung terutama Pantai Barat dijangka bertambah buruk untuk beberapa hari akan datang berikutan kebakaran hutan semakin merebak di Sumatera dengan peningkatan jumlah titik panas daripada cuma 401 beberapa hari lalu kepada 692 setakat petang semalam.

*sumber BH

as mentioned above, our city centre is now are 'diminishing' because of the heavy haze existence. from my college, it is now hard so view menara telecom clearly. and for that, please take care of yourself. make sure stay inside building if none expect you to go out. narrow down outdoor activities fro the time being.

alhamdulillah, this fine evening, Kuala Lumpur seems cannot tolerate more onto the haze existence and crying heavily. thanks ya allah !

partitions in my heart.

2011-09-10T00:10:00.001+08:00

assalamualaikum wbt.

malam ni nak merepek sekejap. mostly because of tomorrow about 10 a.m. damie akan berlepas pulang ke ibu negara setelah selesainya School Based Experience di Kuala Krai, Kelantan. SBE punya hal, lain kali lah damie update. belom ada mood and feeling lah. but surely, you guys can expect good and valuable things from it. smile.

okay, benda merepek pulak. kadang-kadang tengok kawan-kawan ada gf ni, rasa teringin pulak nak cari seorang. hahha! tapi macam tu lah sekadar nk teringin je. which is not so-so into it. entahla, mungkin sebab dah pernah rasa ada gf kot, tu yang macam some sort of knowing things that would come out and tired to face it all over again. hurmnn..

things yang paling merepek sekali, kadang tu rasa couple smula gn ex maybe okay. sbb da kenal and dah tau perangai masing-masing..hahha! tapi mmg la tak sebab as i know perempuan ni hardly wanna start off again with her previous.

apart from that, tak mau la ade gf just sbb org lain ada. kan ala-ala mcm sh*al kan..as for now, damie blom ade soon lah. ade soon sebenarnya tapi kena tahan dulu atas sebab-sebab yg inevitable..

okay, enuff said. enuff merepek..gd nite. tc. bye..salam..

Ikhwan and his mom, Mrs. Salma

pena from kuala krai, kelantan.

and if i wish to start off, i wish i wanna start it again with you.

Lebaran 2011.

2011-09-01T06:14:00.000+08:00

"Lebaran 2011"

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Selamat Hari Raya

kepada pembaca applestories.

maaf zahir dan batin.

(^^)v

missions hari raya 2011.

2011-08-28T04:50:00.000+08:00

ASDAF

cut short those introduction and here i go...

first

this year i'll be celebrating Hari Raya slightly different from what i've been doing for the last few years back. and why is that happens? well, as a very 'diligent' and soon to-be a very determined and competence teacher, during the third raya, insya allah, i will be heading to Kelantan for my second phase of School Based Experience. realising that i have insufficient time for celebrating as before, i've planned my celebration well and as well occupied my schedule. yeah!

and the plans are,

i'm going to visit my friends (the nearest one), starting tomorrow.
preparing forms and other things for SBE.
beramah mesra seperti tiada lagi esok during hari raya..*LMAO
enjoying all sort of kuih raya and signature dishes.
taking pictures.

second

this year i have an experiment to be conducted and i need help from all of my readers. Duit raya. does it still important for you? if it is important, why? does the uses differs from time to time? and honestly, since i have enrolled in ipba, the next raya i got an awkward feeling when my parents gave me the small envelope with duit raya inside. it was a mix feeling of embarrass, shame, guilty, sad and other things. and plus since 4 years ago, first day of raya is the day when i felt wrong here and there, nervous and plus and plus..

cut ! coming back to the experiment. do you have 'ank sedara' or small cousin yang da boleh bercakap? yg pelat-pelat pown allright..if that so, take the last moment in this ramadan, teach them to ask older people during raya who gave them duit raya these questions. teach them not to stop asking until they answer the question. you may choose any of it..

mama, kenapa kena bg duit raya ?
atok, sape yg boleh dpt duit raya ?
acik nak duit raya tak ?
papa, duit raya penting tak ?
nenek dapat duit raya tak ?

*with terms and conditions

rationale we teach smaller children is older people always let down their ego when smaller children ask them a serious question. mark how they answer all question. do they really care? you may share it here or in your blog.. up to you..

note: i love to hear you call me using my real name, aziz. it makes me melting.. <3 hoawaaa ! and if i got chance, i wanna hear it again...may i?

pour rêver...

2011-08-24T04:56:00.000+08:00

to dream

to think

to speak

happy.

2011-08-17T10:36:00.019+08:00

it's like,

but only God knows

how happy I am..

:')

thank you.

note: gif file from photobucket.

how do you look at it?

2011-08-15T02:10:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum.

my dear friends, there are a lot of questions, beliefs, thoughts, opinions related to relationship, feelings, heart and so on. ahha!, not forgetting in friendship.

relating these thing in my life, this is a few question that makes me tremble..no, electro shot..no, come again dear??..each time they were used by my fairer sex partner:

What are you thinking about?
Do you love me?
Do I look fat?
Do you think that girl/she is much prettier than me?
What would you do if I die/d?

optional:

would this dress, suit me? cantik tak?
nak beli ke tak ekk?? awk rase cmne?? patot tak?? patot tak?? (*ulang byk2 kali)

note: hehehe~ my friends, questions kt atas tuh, pndai2 la jwb kalau syg.

kadangkala.

2011-08-12T05:13:00.002+08:00

setiap masa,

ada saja manusia tak berpuas hati.

macam saya,

ada saja manusia lain yang tak puas hati saya.

tapi sebab saya ni tak ambil kesah,

dia lagi sakit hati.

haaa, cemane tuh?

maafla, saya pun manusia,

buat salah.

tapi kalau benda yang saya

terlepas pandang,

bagi tahu lah.

yela-yela,

kadang-kadang,

mmg ada juga terasa nak terajang-terajang muka kau.

hihihi.

tapi kadang-kadang je.

jangan tacink, aku penyaba la sekarang.

*yeke?

heheh~

klaus. are you coming?

2011-08-09T01:49:00.003+08:00

open up chances to other people. we do have many hidden talents and mostly the one who can always criticize. time to break, time to loose. stay out of my way.

just listen for this time, please.

2011-08-06T14:00:00.005+08:00

to the girls that always think guys as simple...

We boys don’t get butterflies, we get fireworks. We don’t have you on our mind 24/7, but we do have you on our hearts. Often, yes we wait for you to go online, sometimes simply even just being online makes our heart skip a beat, even if we don’t talk. Whenever you talk to us, our face forms that half-smile; it means we are happy but are trying our hardest to not show it, and fail at hiding it. We do miss you all the time; granted, we’d spend all our time with you if possible. We don’t think of the smallest things you say, we think of every word you say, panicking at every single word, trying to define what it really means, to read between the lines. But wait there’s more.

We would love you in a million ways. And once we start loving you there is no going back for us. No matter how hard we try we will always love a girl that has touched us. Us boys when in love will think of that girl first thing in the morning, and think of that girl last before we sleep at night. Whenever we see a couple, our thoughts immediately jump to that girl, and imagine that the couple was us. Every single detail about her is loved; the way she walks, talks, speaks. The sound of her voice. Her laughter. The sparkle in her eyes. Her shy smile. The way she dresses. That cute face she makes when she’s asleep. And the way she says our name that our hearts just explode with mirth, a simple act that no-one else can replicate.

A boy in love with a girl is no simple thing, though ladies stereotype us guys as simple. A man in love is not simple. No. He will be unpredictable. He will be persistent, stubborn, and given the circumstances, if it means carrying you from one side of the world to the other to win your heart, a man in love would. He will be a martyr, giving his all and asking for almost none. He will show you how to appreciate the beauty of the world in a thousand ways, and then he will tell you how much he appreciates your beauty in a million ways.

A man in love is no simple thing.

note: i wish people learn something from this thought of mine and my friends..i'm sorry if you see us kinda of hard, complicated, silly and etc. we don't really know how to show it..that's all. and please understand. salam and take care.

mr. apple damein.

call for another guy?

2011-08-06T13:45:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum.

the thought came during "sahur" early in this morning. for me, it is quite tempting in such a way that for the girls out there, there's a lot of better guys in this world that you might have to explore in order to mend your heart and feeling. and importantly for boys or may i suggest here, the one who always being an assh*le, you have to know about these thing:

While you’re ignoring her, another guy is giving her attention.
While you’re giving her problems, another guy is listening to those problems.
While you’re too busy for her, another guy is making time for her.
While you’re making her cry, another guy is trying to make her smile again.
While you’re not sure if you still want her, another guy already figured it out.

the point is, guys if you ever think about screwing girl's world there is always be the another guy. and you have to remember that sometimes we ought to take things for granted. but hear me now, one fine day, if it happens you actually found your soul mate and you dumped her, you will never feel anything until you found them with another guy.

so, make sure your steps are correct and perfect guys. or else...

note: well, i believe that guys also have another girl perhaps?? :') btw, it doesn't mean that it's okay to left your girl because there's always be another guy..got it? friends, what say you? :p

dilemma adam.

2011-08-02T18:48:00.001+08:00

assalamualaikum.

topik yang akan dibincangkan pada petang ini tidaklah sehangat ganjaran-ganjaran pahala yang ditawarkan dalam bulan ramadan. namun masih jua damie cuba untuk menimbulkan sedikit perasaan 'curiosity' bermula dengan tajuk entry ini.

Dilemma Adam.

sebenarnya entry ini bermaksud dilemma kaum lelaki. dilemma bagaimana yg damie maksudkan ni? kita lihat kemajuan teknologi dan sains serta fizik telah byk membantu manusia mencipta tamadun di muka bumi ini. regardless what already happened here and there, manusia telah lama mencipta zaman kegemilangannya yang tersendiri. tidak perlu damie nytakan kesemua peradaban dunia yang unggul, kerana pastinya anda semua lebih arif ttg hal ini. namun perkara yang damie ingin lakarkan di minda anda semua ialah peradaban tersebut tidak terbina dalam waktu yang singkat dan tanpa wujudnya pengorbanan. dan nyata skali semakin hebat suatu peradapan tersebut semakin besarlah cabaran dan pengorbanan yang dituntut. logik bukan? even rome wasn't build in a day.

semalam, sambil damie menyiapkan assignment, teringat kata-kata seorang sahabat, "ey, kahwin bkn senang. bkn main."

terdetik dalam hati, sekejap je kt sini nanti aku dah keluar bekerja. dah bersedia ke aku pd masa tu? sekarang pun, lai laikatong lagi. that's my new chaps plak tuh. to start a family.

memang kalau nak dikira priority, ada org ckp, tenang , rileks sampai masa 'on' je. just enjoy the flow. tp pada damie, mmg kena plan, lead our life clearly. melihatkan keadaan sekarang, damie rasa siapa-siapa tak plan, mmg la rugi kot. melihatkan si hawa, lagilah seriau. sebab mereka semua menunggu si adam settled down cpt sikit. hehehe~ tak begitu? bkn apa, sometimes each of us realised that it wasn't easy to start a family. sedangkan diri terabai nk tanggung kah anak org.

lately, when i asked my closed friends they wasn't so afraid about to start a family but afraid of the wedding itself. ok literally, the cost, the desire, the name and proud..fame..haha~ damie pown ala-ala jugak. because we save money, and we have ego jgak kot.

those are the dilemma. so how to endure all those?

plan your life my friends. set your goals. be realistic.
prepare ourself to be a good person as imam to our future ehem-ehem. *serious.
save money in three different saving acc. *two is enough actually.
discuss with your partner, so called to be future soulmate.
have faith and keep on trying.
doa dan tawakal.

so chaps, mungkin kita dah boleh lupakan dilemma ini? senyumlah, kita mampu mengubahnya !

note: selamat menjalani ibadah puasa dengan jayanya kepada semua umat islam terutamanya kepada reader applestories. daripada mr apple damein.

the typical people.

2011-07-29T22:26:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum.

tonight, i will tell you about some typical behaviors that some typical people in my surrounding do. okay, before we start off, my personal view about typical people is they are a group of people that typically think they are alway on the perfect lane. or they are the people who is kinda do not thinking hard. and most of them prone or likes to complain and comment.

okay, the first thing is about the uses of the public property such as air-conditioner, washing machine, lamp, fan and so on. many people would complaint if the government fails to provide them a good public property service. and also many people will get angry if the service given was not so good as what they have been told about. instead of giving a suggestion, people are really 'glad' to give complaint; literally to find out who's that bloody-person-in-charge to be blamed.

i believe that this is so damn wrong. for example, we have public washing machine which only can support about 5-6 kilos. and this people put in so many clothes until 10-12 kilos. it was clearly stupid and when the machine broke, they started to say, "kenape la tak baiki mesin nie x tak tau ke org susah nk basuh baju. duit peruntukkan kalau simpan je watpe." another story was, there is one class, the air-conditioner was technically failed to work well. instead of filing up the form to ask technician to fix the thing, that person complaint why the college do not fix the air-cond. okay, how can they know if nobody report the failure?

sometimes, its funny too to observe how would those person react. one of my best friend said, "manusia..manusia.."

note: yang tiada dikenang, yang hidup dihargai. :')

to turn over a new leaf.

2011-07-26T18:10:00.005+08:00

turn over a new leaf.

the words up there form an authentic and pure meaning in our live, work and so on. as for me, that idiom means to start over something new or to start behaving in better way or else to forget what happened before.

seriously and sincerely, to turn over a new leaf is not something that you can do easily. it needs a lot of courage, passion and motivation. last few entry i wrote here, my friends said that, we should never delay something good or better because time waits for no man. my friends said, "the man who decided to change at 12th hours died at 11th...."

until now, i am trying very hard to maintain what i've been working for since the last few months. :') time passed, people changed. i have seen many people being firm, the true colours of people..hate and disgust. where smiles is only a mask that we all know we have wide choices. to watch, see and observed people smile, only to mend their heart and feeling is some sort of excruciating to me. as i myself knows that it is not pleasurable to do.

sometimes we fought very hard to attain victory but since then we never win and hardly to say we lost. when the moment came to appear bad, we start to out the blame on others. initially, can we think, "did we really fought well?? " or " did we really fight for good thing?? "

almost all people plan their life, for example when will they get married, or to whom will they start a family. me? ain't no more crossed about it. not because i did't plan it. yea i did. but there's no exact and concrete reason how may i start the second pathway in my life. if you all may see and read, it has been a boring, distorted kinda atmosphere lying in this blog.

i wanna grow up tall, think BIG enuff. to take care my family and my life in future well. sometimes, it is better to keep our lifetime plan just to ourself. to share the plans or the dreams is actually to make them believe and having faith toward our dreams so that we will keep on breathing air and blood, in and out to fulfill our golden dreams. and to make people to believe and initiate faith inside them is not an easy task. it may takes your entire life.

and if it is something that we cannot change and we have faith in it. i will not argue and i simply understand things that happened before is in the past. and there's nothing we may call continuity.

i miss home, i miss my family, friends. i love them all.

to love someone from distance. i, thank you.

endnote.

friendship is in the air.

2011-07-21T04:32:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum.

mr razin.

hye! It has been so long. Too busy with student's-related-activities. Well, last weekend our rugby team have participated in Nomad Tens which was organised in Selayang. Alhamdulillah, I would say that the team has improved well in the aspect of tackling and controlling the game. I feel satisfied and hope that the team will continually getting better. The next tournament will be held in IPG Raja Melewar in Negeri Sembilan at the end of this week. Seriously, I haven't got myself trained because of the assignment task have been haunting my time. But still I have gone through a personal conditioning session. I wish that we will make an outstanding performance this time in Melewar 10's. Good luck guys!

apart from that, my team SAJOHA Vikings also involved with several tough tournament this week. Sometimes I did reckon myself to choose which team that I would represent because both team means a lot to me. Nevertheless, maybe this is the time I should represent IPBA Typhoon.

other interesting stories are, I found that everybody is changing toward positive things. Alhamdulillah, the most happy moment is when my classmates enjoyed themselves in Gerko Hockey! Everybody was so damn energetic and wanna show the best in each session. tapi damie maen cam sampah la td..haih~ sorry guys. i will play better next week. promise!

from the study aspects, alhamdulillah it has been a great pleasure for me. It was quite challenging but I can manage it well. Great lecturers really make up my day each session. hihihi~ and also an awesome tutorial mates!

anyway, I really hope that all my friends are healthy and lead to a happy life. Life is short, so make it worth. Do not get yourself 'sedih-sedih' for a long period. And one more thing, do not expect miracle to happen often instead we should make a miracle happens.

note: I love my friends. all of them and each of them.

what did you do?

2011-07-10T03:50:00.001+08:00

assalamualaikum.

LOVE: memories

did you ever experienced crush to many people? did you ever experienced love? and did you ever experienced heart break? well, i did! and my advice is making yourself busy wasn't going to help you. and maybe someways it helps you to kinda forget the thing but in the end, it still there.

wahhh...how hard can it be to move on? can i just cut the thing that relate us? or may i let someone else to replace?

I CAN'T...

well, while most of the people said time will heal your heart and feeling, now it is a continuous excruciating pain or should i say ongoing pain? erghhh...even that person said, you will be okay once you found other people... i love you. i miss you and i am sorry. furthermore, i don't want to accept other people just for granted, just to mend my heart..

sabar, sabar, sabar. sabarlah dalam bersabar...

harapan dan realiti.

2011-07-10T00:00:00.001+08:00

wahai bapa-bapa kami, peliharalah hak-hak kami, pimpinlah kami, jagalah kedaulatan agama dan negara kami. semoga keamanan dan kestabilan dapat kita sama-sama kecapi. amin.

(aziz, 11:52 pm, July 9th, 2011)

bersempena peristiwa Demonstrasi BERSIH 2.0

di sekitar Kuala Lumpur.

__________________________________________________________

hari ini,

aku melihat seorang perempuan

yang banyak berkorban

hanya mahu melihat

pasangannya bahagia dan gembira.

hingga aku terasa

seperti amat bersalah jika

lelaki itu

mengecewakannya.

lalu itu,

ku susun sepuluh jariku

ku niatkan dalam suara hatiku

agar kamu

meniti bahagia

hingga akhirnya.

insya allah.

semoga allah memberkati

kamu berdua.

amin~

count on me (wannabe)

2011-07-08T17:38:00.000+08:00

If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea
I'll sail the world to find you
If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see
I'll be the light to guide you

Find out what we're made of
What we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like one, two, three
I'll be there and I know when I need it
I can count on you like four, three, two
And you'll be there 'cause that's what friends
Are supposed to do, oh yeah, ooh, ooh

If you toss and you turn and you just can't fall asleep
I'll sing a song beside you
And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me
Everyday I will remind you

Find out what we're made of
What we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like one, two, three
I'll be there and I know when I need it
I can count on you like four, three, two
And you'll be there 'cause that's what friends
Are supposed to do, oh yeah, ooh, ooh, yeah, yeah

You'll always have my shoulder when you cry
I'll never let go, never say goodbye

You can count on me like one, two, three
I'll be there and I know when I need it
I can count on you like four, three, two
And you'll be there 'cause that's what friends
Are supposed to do, oh yeah, ooh, ooh

You can count on me 'cause I can count on you

where it is?

2011-07-08T03:12:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum.

twenty. my life turned out to be different. i believe this is my turning point. i have seen differences in changes to the people that lived around me; my friends mostly, doesn't matter older or younger. i don't know whether the changes are something that permanent or just a kind of natural act which allow people to relatively changing within the time. or should i suggest that the changes that happens is constant; people are constantly change. perhaps, yes! if the people is still going to enrich themselves with the appropriate knowledge.

talked with miss L yesterday, she said that, my style had changed. i have been thinking some sort like older people; workaholic, studying very hard *which was not...made my life busy with works and commitment. and as usual, i did not noticed it and it is damn true that only people around us who can observed our behavior and actions. but only people who knows our stories can understand why.

i have been struck hard about the reality of life, the realistic features. this is the moment which we should have start leading our life clear and appropriate in order to achieve goals in our life such as career path, to start a family and so on.

alas..i missed several people badly.

"we may not fall in love

but

we choose to love"

(aziz, 2009)

note: hakuna matata.

menumpang kasih.

2011-07-01T15:54:00.000+08:00

facebook

applehous.

assalamualaikum wbt.

i am seeking for apologize because i didn't post any entry so far. firstly, because i don't have internet connection. nie pown menumpang kasih my beloved housmate mr airil. kalau tidak, tak ada lah.

this entry is in brief.

i have almost everything new in this semester. well, i love it! like seriously.. :) unfortunately, i'm also being busy with classes, rugby and etc. but, it's okay. it's something good rather than i spend my time doing nothing or something which is not worth to do.

breathe in and out, it's good to be on the field again. yeay!

this semester, i have a very good start. with new group and lecturers. i hope i can pursue this time very damn good well. alhamdulillah. :) btw, other thing is, some of my friends and people around myself last semester said that, i have been so much serious, lackin of smiles and etc2. well, i admit that. it is because i'm too busy making myself busy. walaweii!! furthermore, i believe that we shouldn't easily smile to other people kan...hehehe~

note: i am :) when i wrote this entry.

pulang.

2011-06-19T01:26:00.000+08:00

hi kuala lumpur.

i'm back.

rugby. google

over la.

2011-06-17T06:47:00.000+08:00

tumblr.

like you even bother that i care about you...

note: we all have that one friend who is stick thin

but eats like elephant.

it's me!! *but of course i use my mouth and hands..not using trunk..mine cannot. *wargh3 rosak2

stories.

2011-06-14T19:11:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum.

hye mates! today while having 'minum petang' with my parents, this thought came to me. sometimes we tend to apply double standard. what i meant was, for example, you have a best friend who is willing to sacrifice almost everything for you but after one day you know that he/she was lying to you, you are like hating that person so much, don't ever feel like talking even see their face. and literally after a few years or anything, everything looks fine but act it is not. do you ever feel that?

it is an excruciating feeling right? the conversation that take place after that wasn't so bright as before. i don't know why..maybe people hold grudge in their heart. well, it happens to me (=.=)...

honestly, i'm not practising that particular double standard. oh, perhaps i do! why damie? why? easy. because that person isn't change yet. i can tolerate with people that sometimes, situation urged them to step away from good line. i can accept that. but seriously, i cannot tolerate when that person still commit the same thing even he/she knows it's wrong.

ey, making somebody feel sad and disappointed is wrong you know. :)

sometimes, i feel like 'menyampah' because that person act innocent in front of crowd or become sweet talker and then actually they aren't. we all know your true colours but still there are several people that some sort of 'tertipu'..kesian tawu. i hope people like that will change. because trust are gain. once you lost it, you gotta gain it again from zero. so, whoever has lose it, be strong and gain it again. *wink wink

and one more thing, if they have changed, let's forgive and forget. i know and i believe most of friends believe in women can forgive but hard to forget and men can forget but hard to forgive..but it is all in our inner self..

other thing..

life-is-an-unwritten-stories. tumblr

my friend ask me, "what is like being in a relationship? couple ke teman tp mesra ke? how does it feel a?"

hahahahahahaha...of course la i'm laughing. i wanna ask my friend, "do you really want to know?" but i don't want to..let me share. it was like when you have the worst day, but when you look at him/her all the pain goes away. or when you are really furious, when you look at him or her, smiles linger on your face. or when he/she look into your eyes, they know that you were sad.

but i'm also added more details..it becomes sweeter when that person is your husband or wife. hihihihi :D :D :D :D

then she ended saying that, " wah aziz, you have changed!!! tak sangka!!"

and i was like, "kannnn...hehehe expect the unexpected thing from me lohh..." *dlm hati, "what da heck you!! hahahahahah~

note: if you kinda notice that my favicon already changed!! yeay!! if you wanna know how, go to blogger home, find blogger buzz..they will show you how..hehehe bubbye! kalau nk jiwa sket, mse bacer entry nie bukak lagu dear god - avenged sevenfold

damie.

cyber attack!

2011-06-14T16:31:00.000+08:00

google.

assalamualaikum.

RED ALERT!

guys and girls, I've just search the net just now and dropped by at one of my fav website JomPHP. the thing is tomorrow one of the hacking activist named Anonymous is going to make cyber attack towards our govenment website.

based on the info given and their history tracks, Anonymous is an experienced and talented hackers team that assemble because they said that:

Greetings, Malaysia, We have seen the censorship taken by the Malaysian government, blocking sites like The Pirate Bay, and WikiLeaks. Malaysia is one of the world’s strictest governments, even blocking out movies, and television shows. These acts of censorship are inexcusable. You are taking away a basic human right. The internet is here for freedom, without fear of government interference. Do not think that no one else notices. Your structured government has done the talking, and we hear loud and clear. Let this be an announcement to all your people. This is a sign, a warning, and an opportunity to listen to ideas above your own. In a way you are being stubborn. But how will this help anyone or your country. We fear that if you make further decisions to take away human freedom. We are obligated to act fast and have no mercy. For rules were meant to be broken. And corruption was meant to be washed away and forgiven. Now we will wash your corruption away so be prepared. Take this as a favor.

for a futher notice and coverage, please kindly click this link: JomPHP. they also include a video message. this news has been published in The Star website too : Hacker group to attack Malaysian Government Portal.

and i hope that Malaysian government will take an immediate action even maybe it is a fraud threat, still we cannot compromise with any threat given by an outsiders. as mention by JomPHP author, this is the time to show that we can protect our country from any threats and for me this time, we can see how many citizen still 'sayangkan tanah tumpah darahku'...

guys and girls, regardless how pathetic SKMM done to us, blocking here and there..still we don't have to support any outsiders that wanted to bring our country downturns right? show our patriotism a bit. i believe things that happened between our government and us should be interrupted by any outside force. Show that, Malaysian can settle any domestic issues by themselves. We are independent society! Alas, it would bring shame not to our country but also to us as Malaysian. peace!

note: jgnla sbb damie tulis entry nie, jap lagi geng Anonymous pown hack blog nie..mmg tutup hidung pown senang-senang je boleh. (~.~)

film and drama.

2011-06-14T02:58:00.001+08:00

film and drama.

assalamualaikum.

today, tv3 menatangkan crite fav damie which is Storm Rider. kalau anda semua daripada glgn 90's sure ade prasan dulu kt tv3 ade drama Storm Rider version Taiwan *correct me if i'm wrong. the real thing is damie mmg kipas-susa-mati la crite chinese nie..nak-nak citer kung fu and kepolisan. pergh!! masyuk!!

during my primary school, i remembered ada satu citer nie...Journey to the west..mse tuh nk tgk punyer la susa sbb sampai kol sebelas malam..mmg susa la my ayah nk kasi tgk..haha

tmbah2 my ummi mmg 'bercakap-cakap', "tido saneeeeee!! esok nk bgn payah!!"

sbb xmo derhaka ku turutkan jua..hahaha~ dlm hati, ala esok ayah bgn cnfirm org bgn jugak..(=.=) mmg memberontak la masetuh..dulu, my house *my father's house la kan, ~~dua tingkat~~ ade dua bahagian, ruma atas and ruma bwah, so bilek damie kt ats, kena la guna tangga nak pg bilik..protes punyer pasal, mse naek tangga hentak la kaki kuat2 hahahahaha~

then my ummi said, "hentak lagi, hentak lagi, bia runtuh rumahnya..." hahaha tgk, org dulu law mara seems like encourage kiter buat lagi..hahaha

Journey to The West. google

Journey to the west nie, cter sal perjalanan Sun Wu Kong and friends ke barat nk amek kitab ajaran buddha. Sun Wu Kong nie raja monyet yg kena pnjara kt bawah gunung sbb nakal buat Maharaja Jed marah. so dy dilepaskan utk protect sami yg kena g barat tuh..lupe da name dier..macam2 la makhluk and gadget2 yang ada..hahaha

damie minat sbb, ade scene lwn2..pastuh cm ade moral value sket..ade jiwang jugak..hahaha mse ade satu syaitan nie, syaitan labah-labah dy syok kt Wu Kong..smpai last breath, dy mtk Wu Kong ckpla cinta kt dier..tp Wu Kong xmo..hati kering tuh..hahaha tacink a mase tuh..mesti pelik cne damie mseh lei cter2 kan..hahah well, nk msuk my room dulu ade tingkap, so biler da protes, damie tgk la dari tingkap tuh..hahaha zaman primary school best, before masuk kelas, kteorng akn citer2 sal citer tuh and discussing what happen next...hahaha

mse tuh jugak ayh ade ckp, "tgk je, jgn ikot" of course la ayh..hahah tp dlm hati jela..hahaha

ske Wu Kong sbb dy nakal..hahah wat harok sane sinie..ade seorng kwn dy, dilahirkan semula jadi ba-alif-ba-ya..dulu dy nie hensem, berpelajaran tp kaki perempuan..tp bkn sbb dy ape, sbb dy mmg power mengayat perempuan.hahah sat g mse nk dilahirkan smula, dy lari-lari jatuh kt dlm satu balang jadi ba-alif-ba-ya..patotnye dy dilahirkan smula jdi apetah..dy law nmpak perempuan cntik, air liur leleh kua dari mulut..hahaha sengal!

google.

then, damie minat citer Young Master of Shaolin: Fong Sai Yuk..perghhh..cter nie mmg jiwa laa..cter sal kung fu..malas la cter sgt..sb mmg best giler! tp mase neh lei tgk sbb da besar..da sunat..hahahha ooppss! dugaan Sai Yuk nie besar giler la..awek dier kena tangkap gn watak antagonis cter tuh..lelaki tua bernma Ting Ye..walhal bekas sida istana..manhood dy da xde..hahah then Sai Yuk mati...awek dier punyer la heartbreak smpai nk jd sami jugak..sbb dy xmo kawen gn Ting Ye.. yg mamat pown satu hal, asal nk kawen?? crite mmg jiwa cuz ade mesej kekeluargaan, persahabatan giler2 la..thats why la best!

last-last, Fong Sai Yuk mati sbb kecederaan teruk, but hidup after a week mati..hahahah sbenarnye dy cume koma la...tabib diraja ckpla..haha then dy kalahkan Ting Ye dgn kelemahan kt tapak kaki dn Tinju Neraka..perghh!! hahaha tp guys, ade satu lg cter Fong Sai Yuk yg Jet Li berlakon..itu pown care jgak. jiwa habes tuh!

The New Police Story. google

drama kepolisan plak, bykla, for example, Police Story tuh semua damie da tgk..byk giler la..sbb aziz suke, law gangster dier mmg gengster giler!! hahah pastuh, pelakon dier pown mmg jiwa la gn watak yg diorng bwak..x sia2 ptong rmbut cm police..haha Jackie Chan la, law yang baru cm Daniel Wu..hah!

google.

I know sume ni xmasuk akal and obviously karut..tp mse tuh tgk care diorng lwn2 mmg nmpak real..tp satu jela, law bongkah batu salu kantol gune gabus..now xla, now ade CGI..hahah tp mmg best! cter cine mmg all time favourite la...penah damie gn my gf pg tgk muvie cter cine..triple tap kot..the previous one was double tap pown mmg my fav hahahaha...mmg dlm tuh sume org cine..haha tp nk wat cne da suke..hahah

tuhla, dari dulu chinese mmg power la wat filem ke drama ke..mmg best; pd damie la..haha maybe sbb dari kecik mmg pendedahan more to them kot..dulu kecik-kecik my uncle bg video tape player..so my bro rajinla sewa tape kt kedai video..mostly cter hantu lompat-lompat tuh..haha sbb mura..and plus! kelakar!! hahaha yela lei kwl hantu dgn loceng la, pedang duit syiling..best tuh..hahaha~ mse kecik pown kt tv2 salu tnjuk cter hantu dengan 2 budak botak-sorang gemok sorang pndai kung fu..hahah tuh pown my fav..haha

bykla lagi drama and movie yg damie minat..so, law ade sape2 nk ajk tgk movie cter chinese kt cinema, ajkla damie..hahah so korunk macam mana? malaysia, cptla buat cter yg action dier ala-ala real cm diorng..barula nk tgk..btw, sorry la, dah lama x tulis pnjang cmnie..so content sgt crap! sibuk melayan perasaan je..hahha

note: paling xsuke cter Barney and friends..tah pape..dari kecik dulu mmg xsuke..tetibe patung barney lei jd besar and ckp2..wutdahel.

poetic.

2011-06-12T21:08:00.000+08:00

future sometimes scary,

but we cannot go back to the past

just because it is familiar.

applehous.

or maybe,

we can make an exception.

but who knows the future.

apps store.

2011-06-12T02:42:00.000+08:00

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enjoy!

hahaha. apple hous

ingat dahulu.

2011-06-09T21:45:00.000+08:00

I have met this person who said,

"I don't trust easily.

So when I tell you that 'I trust you'

please don't make me regret it..."

and because of that I am so-called; died.

Curiosity killed the cat.

given by my friend, mr pumba. :)

gembiranya.

2011-06-06T16:13:00.000+08:00

one of my fav :)

assalamualaikum.

after days alienating the phone

this early morning, she brings the smile again.

talk to you and sudden off cause
i don't have credit any more
not even a single penny.

(^_^)

ey, silly things sound nice and sweet

when you talk to your loved ones.

ey, do you know and realise that
LOVE has its rhythm?

;p

hey, its like the feeling and smiles that lingers
when you are trying so hard to stare into her eyes more than one second.
sometimes, i miss that moment.

:)

hey, enjoy listening to this.

note: if i wanna start new, i wanna start it with you. <3

love like woe.

2011-06-03T21:04:00.000+08:00

tumblr.

:.applestories.:

curtain.

pagi yang teduh.

fw.

falling..in love?

the cat 2.

zzzZZZzzz...

notice that?

last holiday.

counter!

tone deaf.

the cat.

sudden thought.

fun to do.

time machine.

the cat.

maaf cakap.

KedaiRugby.blogspot (e-shopper.)

the cat.

add-ons.

underneath the horizon.

the facts.

We Got Married.

confession time!

it is january 2012.

even true.

senses.

it happen!

7-year-old Chinese boy imitates Michael Jackson - China's Got Talent

The One That Got Away- Katy Perry (cover) Megan Nicole

singular.

Awesome Wedding Proposal

second chance.

salutation

suara hati kecil.

initiating laughter and smile.

is it?

quickie 1

International Children Art Festival.

was it?

photography art.

picture and vid.

crite-crite cuti.

awak.

broken.

L01

moja podróż

too much.

fidelity.

power and essence.

publish.

pillow talk.

aidil adha 2011.

just a lyrical saying.

ex's

linkages.

vision 2020.

School Based Experience 2.

ma mémoire

statements of life.

suatu hari nanti...

hey, sugar! :)

beneath the eyesight.

weekend colours.

a man needs?

poem for BMK.

Sprained thumb treatment.

a bit of ramadan story.

sembah rak kasut.

sekitar 3 minggu.

motions.

haze in Kuala Lumpur.

Jerebu dijangka bertambah buruk Oleh Muhd Amirul Faiz Ahmad2011/09/11

partitions in my heart.

Lebaran 2011.

missions hari raya 2011.

pour rêver...

happy.

how do you look at it?

kadangkala.

Jerebu dijangka bertambah buruk
Oleh Muhd Amirul Faiz Ahmad

2011/09/11